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| 12:38am 24/09/2006 |
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So I know I've been lazy as ass with the updates but here you go. So I'm going to talk about school.
For first period I have choir, which is pretty cool. We have a ton of guys this year which makes it easier to do harder songs. Except the choir teacher is ON CRACK. She gave us this super retarded song which is some Dutch version (one of those countries) of Sleigh Bells and the whole song is "jing jing-a-ling jing-a-ring-a-ling-jing" AND IT'S SO GAY. Then she gave us a pretty cool version of The First Noel, which was nice.
Second period I have AP Language with Mr. Walker (YAY!!) with Tina which is pretty cool. I really enjoy the class and I think I'm learning a lot about how to analyze work (which is helping me in my other English class since she teaches us NOTHING). And Walker is awesome.
Third period is AP Government with Mr. Chrisman, who is very funny. I like him a lot too and we don't do shit in that class which is nice.
Fourth period is AP Biology, with Mrs. Whitlow. She has this really weird speech impediment where instead of saying her r's she says w's (ie pwogect vs. project) and now every time I read my Bio book I hear her voice in my head. That's a pretty cool class (people-wise).
Next day. Fifth period is etymology. I have it with a bunch of DOUCHE BAG underclassmen. It's alright though. Mr Owens is funny but he's so serious about the word parts (which are boring and uninteresting) and he gets frustrated when he realizes we don't give a fuck. Sixth is FlEX....GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY (fuck you Pot Falls).
Seventh period.....oh god...oh my god. AP Literature. Mrs. Pomponio. SO full of herself, selfish, rude, presumptuous, etc. You get the picture. She is such an asshole. She makes the class horrible because she treats us like idiots, like we know nothing about the literature (which is sometimes true). But then when we hold open discussions to interpret the piece, she only accepts her view as correct and tells everyone else they are wrong. She won't accept the fact that sometimes she may have the wrong interpretation (for example we read Life of Pi by Yann Martel and me and some other people thought the island at the end symbolized his salvation from the boat and she told us we were wrong. I still think she is the wrong one).
Lastly, eight period is AP Statistics, my math class. Mr. Schutte teaches it, and he is a pretty shitty teacher. I have no idea what is going on. Plus I hate and suck at math. Oh well. That class is full of people, most annoying but I sit with some pretty cool people. And Sophie is in that class.
So school kinda sucks but its better than last year. We get to sit outside for lunch which is cool. Debate is pretty fun. I went to Wake Forest in North Carolina last weekend (a big national tournament) and got 3rd place speaker which was also, cool.
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(4 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| back from NYC |
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| 02:48pm 21/07/2006 |
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mood:  frustrated music: Jack's Lament - Nightmare Before Christmas
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OMG.....what a crazy time. I found myself intensely disappointed with some people. They were far different than I expected them to be. Very immature and spoiled. What a disappointment...anyways, it was fun otherwise. I was extremely jet-lagged the whole time, with no mercy from my douchey companion (with whom I will never go anywhere with again unless someone else is in charge) so on Saturday (when we got there) I basically stayed in the apartment while my friends went to Chinatown and Little Italy. I got some sleep (the only time I did get it) and felt better. The next day we met up with Christine and first went to see a play called The Lieutenant of Inishmore, which was pretty good. It was written by the same guy who wrote Pillowman and it was supposed to be 'really gory' but for any good horror fan it was only marginally gory. It was all about the IRA and Irish people though, so they all had really cool accents. After that we went to the Bodies Exhibit which was also really cool. Human muscles look (and feel, by the way) like chicken. It was strange. The feet were really gross cause you could see inside them. But still cool.
Then Monday the monster took over and we went from shop to shop non-stop without any food. I was tired and hungry and mad. The stores were okay but definitely not worth exhausting ourselves to that point. Just because someone else wants to live unhealthily and whatever, doesn't mean I have to adapt to her harmful tendencies. I'm still pissed.
Anyways, we saw DDR Supernova in Chinatown, which was pretty cool. The arcade there was awesome. We also spent a lot of time in Time Square and in various comic book stores (where I bought The Walking Dead volume 1). I would have done things differently, and it won't happen again.
Now I'm home for the rest of summer (besides Otakon August 4th) and resting. I have a huge blister on my foot, but at least I'm not walking on it anymore. My sister and I bought Hitman Contracts and Silent Assassin for playing later. I'm really tired so I'm gonna eat and then go read the novel I bought in NYC. Its a series called Vampire Earth by E. E. Knight and its pretty good. I've been looking for an entertaining novel for a while. While the series may not be life altering, it's fun.
I also got Netflix.
I need to calm down....
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(And where do you live, Simon?)
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| ITALY WINS BITCH!!!!!!!! |
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| 03:54am 11/07/2006 |
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mood:  bored music: Ava Maria - Bach (haha, hitman!!)
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That's right you frenchie jerks!! Italy WON THE WORLD CUP!! Hell yeah. Gottcha BITCH! With my pimp cane.
So anywho, I saw pirates of the caribbean, and I didn't like it very much. Mostly because a) it was overly dramatic, b) it was far far too inconclusive and c) there were too many fucking story lines going on at the same time
But otherwise, Norington or whatever, he was awesome (that is, UNTIL HE FUCKS EVERYTHING UP, BASTARD). And Johnny Depp was also cool. Don't listen to anyone who tells you Davy Jones was cool. He was switching between two extremes: whiney loser and ruthless bastard. He can't do both, one or the other buddy.
Also, to the script writers regarding Keira Knightly's character's actions: WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING!?!? Totally unnecessary, useless to the plot. I mean COME ON. Couldn't you think of something better that didn't create a whole new storyline of fucked up stuff?? Jaysus.
But yeah, I dunno what else to talk about. My baby cousin is hella evil, but very cute. Tomorrow I'm going out with my baby cousin and nikki to hippie street in the city. Wednesday is still open. Thursday I am going to the zoo with my friends. Friday in the morning I am seeing some more of my friends and then going back to hell. Luckily, I will temporarily escape hell and go to NYC with Tina and Kim and hopefully meet up with Christine if she can get out of camp for a day.
And, here is one of the coolest characters in anything ever, and if you don't know who he is or what he's from, you are a huge loser:
Bitch, please. |
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(1 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| 11:07am 04/07/2006 |
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mood: annoyed music: No Sleep Till Brooklyn - The Beastie Boys
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Alright so I'm at debate camp right now. It totally sucks as usual but I guess I am learning a lot. There is only 4 more days left (including today which is a fun day) so I'm almost out of here.
Anywhoo, I don't really like ANY of the douche bags attending this camp with me. My room mate ended up hanging out with the girl I was hanging out with before and they are super annoying together because they are so immature and retarded. For example, this morning was sleep in day and Ariana (the girl I was hanging out with at first) came into our room and started talking to Sarah (room mate) REALLY FUCKING LOUDLY at 9 FUCKING 30 in the morning. So I politely asked them to leave so I could sleep, and they walked right outside the door, left it open and started talking in the hallway. I got up and closed the door and it was a bit better but there is a common room for something. Not everyone wants to hear your fucking dumbass conversations about throwing toilet paper on houses and how funny that is to your stupid ass.
Some more bad news about the douche bags here, Ariana totally ditched me for partners for practice rounds and I ended up with this guy who doesn't speak. He ended up being pretty cool but I was more pissed about the fact that she ditched me. It's like they are slowly working me out of their little group, which is fine with me. Outside of camp where it is a forced situation, I would never ON MY LIFE hang out with these people. Jesus christ, I didn't know debaters could be so stupid.
Anyways, we are going to fisherman's wharf today and I am definitely getting some "sweat" clam chowder in a sourdough bread bowl. I dunno who I will hang with, probably the annoying kids but all I need to know is after 4 more days, I will never see these giant douchey idiots EVER EVER again.
Yes yes yes yes yes.
On a lighter note, my sister and two of my cousins and my baby cousin went to Chinatown and got me a bracelet which I am excited to see. And my sister who may read this should note that I need sushi ASAP when I get out. Like sitting in Fuji Sukiaki or however you spell it, sitting in there and eating it.
And to cheer everyone up, here you go:
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(7 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| and tidal waves couldn't save the world from californication |
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| 03:17am 20/06/2006 |
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mood:  refreshed music: Jack's Lament - The Nightmare Before Christmas
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Hay you guys. I'm leavin for California (and then camp and then more chillin in California) on Wednesday hella early in the morning. But anyways, today we went out and I fell into the merchandising trap of evil and bought this KICKASS new jacket!:
Now be jealous and cry at my feet. No, you can't have it. No.
I also watched some movies. I watched Underworld: Evolution, which was pretty cool. There was this really random, unromantic, longass sex scene that was pretty strange. And for a while I thought my favorite character, who is the reason I watch Underworld movies, had died and I was pissed. But other than that, its a good, fun movie. Not clean, but good fun.
I also watched Blade II. Why would you do that Amy? you may ask. I would answer, "Because Norman Reedus is in it fool!". But before I get into the movie, while we were at Blockbuster, some bastard put The Princess Diaries behind the Blade II box, so I grabbed that and rented it without even noticing until we got outside. They let us exchange it, but whatever ass did that on purpose, well, they got me.
Anyways, so you won't waste your time watching Blade II for a shallow reason like me, Norman Reedus' character dies at 3/4 of the way through the movie (GAY). His appearances and dialogue are limited at best, and he does this gangster hipster thing at first thats kind of weird. It's still cool though, while his character is alive anyways. The rest of the movie felt like it was pointless after his death.
But to make up for such a disappointment, here is a picture of Norman Reedus!! YAY!
Mmmm...I think we all feel a bit better now. |
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(6 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| ....but I'm the Jugganaut biiiiiiiiitch..... |
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| 08:22pm 06/05/2006 |
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mood:  relieved music: Bobby Darin - Mack the Knife
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Wow, haven't updated in a while. The stupid as AP US history exam was....eh....9 times easier then I thought it was going to be, but from talking to the all the victims of the APUSH trap, there are mixed opinions. I think our dumbass history teacher prepared us very well for the essays, but definitely not for the multiple choice. Whatever, he can suck it. Bastard.
More importantly, I beat Kingdom Hearts II (A long ass time ago, but still...)!!!! So REVIEW TIME!: The beginning was long, tedious, but kickass. The middle was TOTALLY GAY!! ARG Disney needs lay off, seriously. GOOFY AND DONALD SUCK ASS. Donald overdid his little sarcastic witty thing, and it wasn't funny, ever. And the whole time it seemed they were shoving theme down your throat. I GET IT DISNEY!! Friendship is important and Sora is lonely cause he can't find any ass. We ALL get it. But anyways, Organization 13 (fuck roman numerals, i'm not gonna try) was badass, all except their leader. The end was ****BADASS**** and, of course....Roxas and Axel OTP FOREVA!! The end made the middle gayness worth the entire thing. And there's a rumor that Disney will not be a large factor of the next Kingdom Hearts (I know, another one!?! but if you played 2 you'll understand and be excited) and PLEASE MAKE THAT TRUE SQUARE ENIX OR WHATEVER THE FUCK YOUR NAME IS NOW!!! :D
And one last thing, Mickey??? Jesus, Disney, way to make him seem like a creepy child molester/stalker of Sora. Yeah, you got to play as him, but he doesn't do CRAP. He has like, 3 commands: hit, jump and some other thing that does nothing....?!?!?
Still, great game. Go play it.
Now on to movies. If you want to see a movie so scary you'll poop your pants, go to block buster and rent a Japanese horror movie called Pulse. Seslay. I never get scared of horror movies anymore, but I was SO freaked out. Here's a warning though: DO NOT WATCH THE AMERICAN VERSION WHEN IT COMES OUT!!!! They're going to ruin it, I promise. So at least go watch the Japanese version first and grovel at its glory. Then go laugh at Sarah Michelle Gellar (?). I won't talk about it though cause I don't want to give anything away. Go see yourself.
The last thing I'm gonna talk about is our choir concert. It kinda sucked. Concert choir totally failed for some reason (except for the one soloist on their last song) and I think the entire audience stopped paying attention after that. The finale, of course, WAS AMAZING, but I don't think anyone really felt the amazingness cause no one was taking the show seriously....arg. We're better than that. It's just frustrating.
So here's my schedule for the next week...
Sunday: NOTHING (YES YES!!)
Monday: MR KIM CAN SUCK MY HYPOTHETICAL BALLS TEST (or is that wednesday? whateva, he's still a pants shitter)
Tuesday: madame berry french test
Wednesday: AP Psych exam and debate practice
Thursday: English SOL and Physics test (will fail)
Friday: ??? Not sure but probably some crazy shit
Saturday: Choir trip to Busch Gardens (sp?)
Sunday: NOTHING (SCORE!)
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(7 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| 04:59pm 27/03/2006 |
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mood: bored music: hoo aww yoo, hoo aww yoo
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Our main home phone line is down and will be down until 9 pm tomorrow night, so if you need to get any of us call my cell. :O If you dunno my cell e-mail me (dbzrocks20@hotmail.com) and i'll get it to you |
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(And where do you live, Simon?)
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| a little karaoke for the fans |
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| 12:48am 15/01/2006 |
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mood: mellow music: Advent Children
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ohh rasputin: rocketmaaann
mikachan19: aw no no no
ohh rasputin: ROCKETMAN
ohh rasputin: burning out his fuse out there alone
mikachan19: and i think its gonna a be a long long time
ohh rasputin: and i think it's gonna be a DAMMIT
I never liked the world mellow, it's a pretty annoying word to me. That is until I read The Things They Carried. Now I love that word. Thats a great book, go read it. |
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(2 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| Silent Hill movieeeee!!!!! |
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| 10:03pm 10/12/2005 |
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mood: annoyed music: Rocky Horror Picture Show - Sweet Transvestite
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Hay guys check it out www.welcometosilenthill.com
Preview/flash opening for sight has a quickie of Pyramid Head. Watch it closely.
Also, my cousin sent me this thing about how some girl had a seizure after playing 5 hours of a video game. Which is ridiculous, because I played Grandia 2 for 7 hours straight and I was fine. And that one has a timer thing on it, so that's only the one I know about. I'm sure I've played other games for much longer.
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Little creepy.
Well I could talk about a lot of things right now. The trouble I'm having with getting school work done, the stress from SATS and college, the issues and anger I have with my "friends" right now, but I'm kind of lazy. I don't really feel like typing it out.
But on another note, this random guy from Dominion IM'd me because he said "you seem pretty cool". !?! Random.
Anyways, go check out silent hill website. I was going to have people over to play silent hill (since apparently that's all I'm good for and the only thing people would ever sacrifice their time to be near me for) but everyone is too busy (again) so I think I'm going to just fuck it and not do it. Screw you guys. |
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(4 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| 10:14pm 06/11/2005 |
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I feel really disgusted by a lot of people. Right now upholding a friendship is like stabbing myself in the eye and I am getting really tired of it. I am exhausted of certain people either saying "oh yeah i'll hang out and be buddies" and then ditching later or bitching and whining when they come because they had other, more vital engagements (ie television). I'm so damn tired of this friend hierarchy bullshit that I literally cannot find a single person who doesn't do it. Even the people I had so much respect for and thought they didn't use a friend hierarchy proved me very wrong.
I'm just so disappointed right now. It's really heart breaking that after every time I decide to put trust into some people they prove to me I shouldn't have done so. So hurrah, those people, at this point you've lost my trust and respect and now I'm putting the burden of keeping friendship onto you because I'm fucking sick of it. If you want to be friends, then that's awesome but if you don't feel that it's worth putting in that tiny effort then here's a big FUCK YOU.
I'd love it for some people to prove me wrong, to show me that trusting and respecting them was not such a huge fucking mistake, but I can't see it happening. So great job guys. Real show of sensitivity and awareness and friendship. Great fucking job assholes.
DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. |
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(7 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| HOLY CRAP ON A CRACKER |
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| 11:05pm 20/10/2005 |
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mood:  insane music: Nirvana - About A Girl
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JESUS CHRIST.....JESUS CHRIST....
So my friend from California, Rainar, has been trying to get me on my cell phone for like...5 days. But I wasn't carrying it cause it's low on batteries. So finally she got me a few days ago and guess what she tells me.
QUICK AMY HISTORY LESSON: When I was in 3rd grade I made this BEST FRIEND named Paul. And me and him, we were into Star Wars (HELL YEAH), ghosts and the Titanic (before that horrific movie, assholes). So we were really close. But he was a pretty violent kid, not to me ever but to other people. So in the fifth grade he ended up having to go to a different school to help him like...get over his violence I guess. So I never saw him again. I've always really worried about how he was doing and if he was okay and better now. I miss him a lot.
HISTORY LESSON OVER, BACK TO STORY: She tells me PAUL is sitting next to her!! WOAH! MIND FUCK! So I'm freaking out and saying, "you should say hi to him for me next time you see him" but of course she didn't and I didn't expect her to. Nobody really knows I miss PJ (what I always called him) as much as I do. Until now anyways, for the crazy people who actually read this.
So anyways, I get home from the almost-but-not-concert and my sister finally got off the computer. I went on to check e-mails. Guess who IM's me? Rainar saying she's sitting RIGHT NEXT TO HIM RIGHT NOW! So here I am, freaking out asking her to talk to him and give him my screen name and stuff. She says no of course, cause it's kinda freaky talking to people you haven't seen in so long and barely knew when you did see them.
She eventually just signed off without saying anything, and I was all worried I had offended her. BUT GUESS WHO FREAKING IM'S ME! PAUL!! Jesus effing christ. He had to go but I'm going to talk to him tomorrow at 5 (so like 8 dumb east coast time). OMG OMG OMG. I'm in SHOCK right now. I mean, get this, I haven't talked to him or seen him in SEVEN YEARS!
Wow.
I need to go calm my crazy self down.
Wow.
Homework time. Bye. |
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(2 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| I'm only the coolest person EVER |
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| 05:46pm 17/10/2005 |
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mood: amused music: ASS-ASS-IN
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And definitely way cooler than Christine and Kate. Aw yeah.
Assassin
59% Combativeness, 86% Sneakiness, 41% Intellect, 8% Spirituality |
Violent and deceptive: You are an Assassin.
Score! You have a prestige class. A prestige class can only be taken after you've fulfilled certain requirements. This may mean that you're an exceptionally talented person, but it probably doesn't.
Skulking through the shadows... hunting their prey without remorse... Assassins are some of the most dangerous killers in D&D, and evil bastards to boot.
You're not necessarily evil, but you are both violent and sneaky. Chances are you aren't very honorable. Though who knows? You might have some noble goals, even if your methods tend to be... unorthodox. You might just be a Slayer of Domiel or something. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 55% on Combativeness |
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You scored higher than 97% on Sneakiness |
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You scored higher than 12% on Intellect |
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You scored higher than 1% on Spirituality |
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(1 live in the weak and the wounded, Doc - And where do you live, Simon?)
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| I officially fucking hate myspace. |
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| 11:24pm 13/10/2005 |
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mood: annoyed music: Pearl Jam - Jeremy
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Rant 1:
I was looking around and realizing how much it(myspace) pisses me off. People paint this beautiful picture of themselves that I know isn't true cause unfortunately I know them in real life. A lot of people put, "I'll be friends with anyone unless you're fake or mean." JESUS THAT PISSES ME OFF. B-u-l-l-s-h-i-t. For the most part, people who use myspace have three questions that determine friends: Are they pretty/good-looking? Are they popular? Will being friends with them enhance my popularity? (If the subject is of the opposite sex, then add: Are they sexually desirable? and Will they have sex with me?). It makes me sick. The people who are fake are the people who are writing they won't be friends with fuckin fake people. They sure must hate themselves.
Rant 2:
I hate classes this year. Not cause the classes are bad but because I have so few (if no) friends in them. And I don't have more than one class with the same friend (except for Alex L. but he's a senior so he buddies with his senior people, and since I'm a junior he ignores me). I also don't have any friend in both lunches (and besides Lubaba, no real friends in either). The point is I feel like I don't have ANY close friends this year. In fact, I feel like I have barely any friends at all. As if having no school time to hang out with my friends wasn't bad enough, everyone is unwilling to make time for other people because of homework. So all in all, I generally see no one but my homework and TV screen.
And certain people should know why that makes me so upset, but chances are they forgot anyways.
This is why I hate school and colleges and life and society. It's like we all put personal success above our relationships with others because that's what society tells us is the right thing to do. All of a sudden college applications and SAT scores matter more than other people. Even if I do have classes with people, I barely talk to them, if at all, because I might disturb they're complete and utter understanding of the class by socializing. They act as if a more prestigious college is going to affect their future success. Well unless that college is Harvard, Yale, Stanford, or Berkeley, then I don't think it's going to matter as much as adults make it out to be.
I had an epiphany a little while ago, and by a little while I mean a few days. I really couldn't give a flying fuck what college I go to. If I can get into one, awesome. I've just completed my first college goal. Next is graduating. That's about it.
Rant 3:
The whole point is that personal relationships are very important to me. I need friends, and I need lots of them. However, because of points addressed in rants 1 and 2, that's not working out so well. I'm so exhausted in all senses of the word, I don't know what else to do. I had a mental break today which was nice, but still. I'd like to socialize once in a while.
I'm in a really bad mood right now. I dunno what else I can say or do. Hopefully this'll help somehow, but somehow I don't think so.
PS: PERSON WHO KNOWS WHO THEY ARE IF YOU SAY SOME RETARDED COMMENT I'LL DELETE IT AND BLOCK YOU AND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO YOU ARE.
Bed now dad slurping cereal. |
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| DO THIS NOW |
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| 01:50pm 28/07/2005 |
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I TELL YOU DO IT
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
8. Do you love me?
9. Have I ever hurt you?
10. Would you hug me?
11. Would you kiss me?
12. Are we close?
13. Physically, what stands out about me?
14. Emotionally, what stands out about me?
15. Do you wish I was cooler?
16. On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
18. Am I loveable?
19. How long have you known me?
20. Describe me in one word
21. What was your first impression?
22. Do you still think that way about me now?
23. What do you think my weakness is?
24. Do you think I'll get married?
25. What about me makes you happy?
26. What about me makes you sad?
27. What reminds you of me?
28. What's something you would change about me?
29. How well do you know me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I would kill someone?
32. What job/status do you think will suit me?
33. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? |
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| I'M REALLY PISSED OFF!!! >=( |
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| 10:31pm 06/07/2005 |
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Alright I'm pissed off. There are so many things these days, that people do just to look cool. Which is a little annoying but is not whats pissing me off. What is pissing me of is that because of those few people, now everything anyone does out of the ordinary is "just to look cool". Can't I actually fucking like something, and that be the only reason I'm doing it/listening to it/watching it? Why can't that be the only reason anymore? Why do I have to have some underlying purpose of impressing my peers? Its like being suffocated. I might as well not even tell people anything anymore, because all that happens is I, or anyone for that matter, get patronized for it.
But to make matters worse and even more wrong, whenever the accuser does something that could be considered "just to look cool" themselves, all of a sudden it becomes acceptable. You either have to be popular or good looking to be able to do something different without being put down. And since I lack in the area of looks, I don't fall in the category. The category that I do fall into is the ONE WHERE I STAB YOU WHEN YOU DON'T SHUT UP. I don't like lots of people, and I don't like people who put me down. To tell you the truth I've been putting up with a lot of assholes in life that I really don't feel like putting up with anymore. I've had a lot of people, going around saying harsh things, thinking that just cause its Amy she won't care.
Say something like that again and I promise you, your ears will be ringing after I'm done fucking screaming at you.
I'm so utterly exhausted with people that use other people as a platform to their own confidence. You should have to put someone else down to make yourself feel better, because then you're just fucked up and on top of that I am going to FUCKING KILL YOU. Its like they have no consideration for the feelings of those around them.
Speaking of people without consideration of those around them, lets talk about Loudoun County banning any plays with reference to sex or sexual relationships in them. I'm going to spell it out in simple terms:
HIGHER PERSONS ON THE LOUDOUN COUNTY PUBLIC SCHOOL BOARDS AND LOUDOUN GOVERNMENT ARE PREJUDICE AGAINST GAYS, AND ARE USING THIS BAN OF SEXUAL PLAYS TO NOT ONLY PREVENT EDUCATION, BUT TO STOP YOUTH FROM BEING AWARE OF GAYS AND ACCEPTING THEM.
Thats what it is. I'm telling you now, the way adults like those stupid fucking analhead rednecks keep the next generation from actually fulfilling the Constitution and having "all men" be equal, is they keep you ignorant. They don't want you to learn about homosexuality or sexuality for that matter. They wanted to keep gays alienated so that you, you stupid little bastards, think the same thing. The only way that our generation can realize how idiotic some of these "superiors" are being (even though they're obviously not superior in mind), is we need to stand up and scream our opinions in their fucking ears. We need to be firm in our beliefs and realize that gays and blacks and whites and purples and straights and whatevers and aliens, ARE ALL FUCKING THE SAME THING AND ARE NO DIFFERENT THEN YOUR STUPID ASS, CEPT SMARTER. America was built on the foundation that we accepted everyone, unlike England. It's sad that now, England is more accepting then we are WHICH IS THE CORE BELIEF OF OUR OWN COUNTRY!! Don't agree?!? MOVE TO CANADA YOU UGLY ASSFACE!!!
Oh yeah, you support Bush? You're ignorant too. You know why? His policies are to keep YOU ignorant and you're just letting him do it. You (as in not everyone but most people) don't know ANYTHING about the US government or its policies. You have no IDEA whats going on in any other country then you're own. Fucking hell, you don't know whats going on in other STATE then you're own.
OPEN YOUR GOD DAMNED EYES AND LOOK AROUND YOU. Look at whats happening, in Africa, in Asia, in South America, in Russia. LOOK AT WHATS HAPPENING. Do you really think its okay to just ignore all of that? And don't you even THINK yes or no, if you don't know whats really happening. Go read the newspaper, you lazy fatass. Get off your tanning booth, your xbox, your skateboard, and find out whats going on in the world.
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